Where do i head?

我到底该往哪里前近
我突然间觉得好累
我常常都在想
我的未来到底是怎样
想, 想, 想, 想到 I lost interest in everything
I know i often say this,
i felt useless when i can't do anything to help,
but its a fact that im really a useless, hopeless guy.
Did i really choose a wrong step?
Or was it a step that doesn't make any difference?

Is there anything to really motivate me,
get me more interested in life,
more passion when im doing things.

When will i really wake up from my dream?