Looks like i didn't blog for some time.
I realised there wasn't any new tags, so lazy to blog as well..
Starting from next week, i hope i can find a job,
something which interest me and won't let me fall asleep.
Of course, i shouldn't be picky. Because after all, i'm still a guy without cert.
11:13 AM

Why can't i be decisive?
Why must i restart it over and over and OVER again when it is just a game?
Why must i be perfectionist?
Why must it be flawless?
Perhaps that is just me.

Every morning when i open my eyes,
Do what i usually do, And i will start to get bored.
I feel like doing something special, and meaningful.
And not something boring, useless, pointless.
What can i do?
I don't even know.

When i was still in school,
I thought, By leaving school, perhaps i will stop thinking so much,
and my head won't hurt.
I don't know if i am wrong, But it seems like my head still hurts as much as before.
7:55 PM

Money can't buy everything.
What can buy everything?
Only time, can buy everything, money, and probably happiness too.

I have to face the problem one day,
I can't run away anymore,
How far i run,
Will only make myself tired,
Because i will return to the spot.

My foreign friend msn personal msg put,
" Happiness is from courage ".

But when, will i have the courage?
3:16 AM

Why.. why can't i just spend my days at home without thinking anything.
Why must i kept thinking.
Sometimes i just wish i can STOP thinking whenever i want.
How long more can i enjoy?
1 month 2 month? or 1 day 2 day?
I really really don't know what i can do.
I don't like to think of, what should i do the next day.

I guess i am just gonna enjoy for the next few days, hopefully.
9:39 AM

Why do i think that i ignore her during 2006 December?
After thinking alot alot last night, i dont think its around that time.
Should be around mid year.
I'm actually thinking about her quite alot now,
But the question is, Do i still like her at all?
Everybody change, and 3 years later, everybody could be different.
I dont want to give excuses on why i ignore her,
I know im in the wrong, with whatever excuses.
That song, Yi wan ge li you, probably describe all im feeling now.
10:56 PM

Felt like blogging, but don't have much to say.
I just hope i could stop fantasizing about some useless thoughts.
Get myself up, And stop being lazy again.
How much time do i still have?
Probably 1 hand can tell me how many days, or rather months i have left.
8:10 PM

I always do things to disappoint myself and others.
Why? I don't know, I can't control.
I don't like to force myself to do things that i don't want to do yet,
There is always people telling me, Follow your heart.
But everytime i follow my heart it leads me to disappointment.
What should i really do instead?
I always think before i do things,
Might be a good thing to u.
But for me its really a bad thing, It makes my head really hurt all the time.
5:12 PM