Been tryin hard to keep my cool.
Calm and relax.
But have i been able to do that?
I'm not sure, because i don't know what i am doing.

2007, is what i so-called my Golden Secondary Two year.
I felt satisfied with what i did on my studies, except the final term of school.

I named my blog, thegamethought ?
But i can't figure out my thoughts, my thinkings at all.
All that i have been thinking are meaningless.
Same goes for what i am doing.
What is consider Meaningful and Meaningless?

There are some things that are unchangeable,
Whether its 3 years ago, or now.
Perhaps i tried really hard to overcome my feelings,
But at the end, its the same.
I will run away from it, ignore it.

I guess until i have the courage to say,
I will always lead a miserable meaningless life.
I feel very miserable in the middle,
If everyone can be considerate,
I guess i wouldn't be what i am today..