I always do things to disappoint myself and others.
Why? I don't know, I can't control.
I don't like to force myself to do things that i don't want to do yet,
There is always people telling me, Follow your heart.
But everytime i follow my heart it leads me to disappointment.
What should i really do instead?
I always think before i do things,
Might be a good thing to u.
But for me its really a bad thing, It makes my head really hurt all the time.