once again,
this home makes me feel really meaningless to stay at.
I feel like leaving, to somewhere far away,
but i don't have the ability to.
Unless i really dont care about everything,
EVERYTHING.

This few months, i always say,
i dont have much longer to live.
Now i know why,
its not because of those problems,
its because i am too disappointed with everything,
Had to sacrifice myself in order for everyone to see what is happening.