Right now, i guess I'm feeling really hurt.
I definitely deserved it.
If that year i didnt choose to ignore her,
i guess i wouldn't be hurt by her today.
Now i understand how she feels..

I know any excuses is useless.
The only thing i would say is that,
I didn't dare to accept u, because im not good enough.
I can't overcome my feelings, seems like a phobia stopping me.

Even till now, i guess the same thing is still stopping.
But i know, this time i can bring myself forward, Instead of running away.